last nite was a bad nite...i dunno how come i can say out all my "old" problems to my hubby n yet the problem is bout us.ppl say better thn telling ur problem rather thn keep it or else it will turn out like volcano once it explode thn everything in ur surrounding will get hurt.i know the statement but so true but my problem is too sensitive i can say cuz it is about sex.
from the 1st,it starts with kidding n let go my "geram-ness" to my hubby. but thn soon it turn to spit out all my problem i've been hiding from him.which my problem really make me feel bad n so sad.
after telling him my probs,i dunno whether i'm doing the rite or wrong by telling him tis sensitive issue?i feel guilty for hurting him but thn if i keep longer how suppose he to know wat i'm thinking bout him n wat probs i'm facing through all the 3 years?
from my action,i really feel bad n i can feel tat my hubby is not in the mood aso. i dunno how to make the condition better.mayb i hv to be patient n keep on talking n dun think back the unhappy matters.but thn i know i cant...i really dunno wat is in his mind...i dunno how he feel bout me after telling him all tis......n i dun hv anybody to share my probs with...n i know by writing tis blog aso couldn't help me to find the resolution....feel like having a loud n big cry but i dun wan to do cuz it is worst.but my heart do feel very sour since i wake up n everytime thinking of hubbby......
bb apologized if bb hv hurt hubby..bb just wan hubby to know tat bb love hubby deeply n madly..tat's all
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